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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Upset....end of breastfeeding?

Very upset today. Kyan is refusing my BM already. He is starting to take to FM.

This morning, we gave him frozen BM (as i was down with food poisoning hence there was no fresh bm to give) but he was crying the whole house down....so we switched to his favourite bottle but the result is the same.

Then i was taught a method by jo to add in two scoops of formula to the frozen BM....but it did not help either...kyan still cried the whole house down. We also switched to his favourite bottle but it was no use.

So finally i told my mil to try with FM...he drank it all.

Feeling so upset. It makes matters worse when i still have not fully recovered from my food poisoning episode since yesterday. Vomitted and have diarrhoea like more than 5x already. Totally lost my appetite and milk supply dipped too. Daddy too, was down with food poisoning. This makes us two poor souls. On top of suffering from the tortures of being sick, i still had to pump my milk and throw away, can't latch kyan on even though he was crying the whole house down. Every day i had to lug my heavy cooler bag, schedule time to pump in the office, bring the milk back home just for the sake of this little boy but he is now rejecting BM. How cruel can this be?

This behaviour has been incalculated in kyan since a month and more ago, where he has been very fussy over feeds. We wonder whats the problem so i got the teats all changed but it still doesn't help. Don't know if its milk problem until today i realised could it be he doesn't like BM at all?

Does that signal the end of my breastfeeding path?

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